poems
ADRIFT
Undulating high above the Keya Paha River
I wonder what secrets the tall grass covets
I wing my way west towards Wanblee
The stones in my pockets remember the way
A silky leveret comforts me
We soar above defeated cliffs
Bear Butte beckons, come closer
She lures us into her ancient fleece
As we land, the young hare whispers
We saunter child-like down the slope
Our blood thickens as we follow contours
Painted with buffalo berry pemmican
We traverse the naked prairie and
Set up camp at a tumbleweed-choked gully
The hare strikes a match, smokes his medicine
I lean back, scratch my belly, and dose off
WICHITA
Beguiled by the stars
Wichita fluorescents
Mile marker 284, 85, 86, 87…
A deluge of bugs
Spatters my view
A milk-like varnish
Trepidation drives
I dream of hyacinths
Stalking eyes, muley shadows
Some primordial spirit
Crazed instinct at play
I roll the windows down
Dampness seeps in
The honeyed smell of big bluestem
Comforts my road-weary flesh
Rescued by daybreak
I awake in your embrace
A gravel pit
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AXE
A kindred classmate
Axe, my friend
Boyhood fantasies of
Hurling, thwacking, pummeling
Heaving grit, gripping hickory
Axe my friend, you forgave
My string-bean biceps
A wicked spell
Axe, my culprit
A better man
Would have yielded
Split-second compulsion
Axe my culprit, you pleaded
But I deep-sixed the bones
A tender shave
Axe, my love
The delicate smell of
Swedish steel, scarred
The blade softens with age
Sullen stains fade to whispers
Axe my love, you embraced
My foolhardy affections
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JUNE DEW
The soft glint of the yard light
flooded my farmhouse perch
Box fan in the window
Holding on to my transistor radio
Praying Glenn Campbell would sing
one more Rhinestone Cowboy
Asparagus hunting with Wild Bill
We owned every ditch between
Skunk Creek and the cemetery
It was usually after supper
We’d drive to the secret roadside
gardens and pluck tender tubes
as the earth exhaled
Dandelion wine lined the shelves
of our cave-like basement
Actually, gallon jugs of moonshine
took up an entire wall, but it was
the wine that bottled my imagination
My pops would send us out with
ice-cream buckets to pick dandelions
A game we delighted in
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SUSPICIOUS COWBOY
A once ordained cowboy
Jimmy traded in his mount
for a part-time job at the mall
selling smoked buffalo jerky
On weekends Jimmy dressed up
in deerskin chaps and trade beads
Cowboy boots cut into his bunions
so he went with Nike cross-trainers
He’d load up his Prius
on Fridays and head out
to Cherokee Falls for
the Calvary Days Encampment
Teepee poles tied to the hood
Jim proudly maneuvered
the drive-thru at Wendy’s
before riding off into destiny
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COFFIN REQUEST
Bury me in a boxcar
Preferably headed west
Graffiti I don’t mind
A little rust, no matter
Loaded with grain, fine
A serpentine processional
John would be proud of
Hauling ass out of Thunder Basin
Inching up the Gravely Range
Mud Butte on the horizon
The wind taunting my
Dead cold feet
A blanket of coal provides
Solace from deafening crickets
In North Platte, Nebraska,
The rail yards hold tight
10,000 better tomorrows
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NIEGHBORS
Books and learning came easy
An academic gelding drawn to water
Some say gifted, always thirsty
Donny. Donny was the bright
One
But it was never enough
Books couldn’t pay the bank note
–
A honkey tonk tragedy on wheels
The favorite from day one
(Always had another bottle)
Chuck. Chuck had promise
Once
Sans charmer, just a good time
He knew no better, no worse
–
Good times hardened his veneer
Painted over the inky black and blue
Jocularity tried, but failed to conceal
Conrad. Conrad would’ve been a
Legend
If not for providence
A family man with no family
–
The beginning, then the unraveling
A slow, smoldering dejection
The family tree flat-felled
Torment. Torment dovetailed them
Together
Hung on the wall like needlepoint
Always quick to jab at the heart
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LEVY
Top the levy you could see for miles
A twisted muddy esophagus
Flowing outward, constricting
Pretty things gather on shore
Tiny furnace traps
Rooftop sandcastles
Floating babydolls
No tags, no hope
Seth had no chance
Overdrawn dreams
Walls of canned sausages
Should have seen it coming
The church basement is full
Crawfish sinners
Sunday sweet tea
Drowning one by one
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IT WAS 1972 OR 3
Coddled by your insect touch
I lean towards the crack in the window
Time to scratch the horse’s belly
I scrub the floor as you soak
You insist it was 1972
Saddles hang in the brooder shed
Cigarettes are hard to come by
I laugh at your lewd
interpretation of “Some Like It Hot”
My teeth fall to the ground
Lavender-primrose bath salts
agitate my sandpaper elbows
You chop thistles in the pasture
My tongue folds inward
Iced tea afternoons lead to rehab
Snow angels in the dirt
You left your belt in the lane
My wallet escaped the sofa
Remembering big dipper dreams
I eat alone on the solstice
BIG ROCK LAKE
After 137 years of rock-picking, flatbed-loads of bent plow blades, and five generations of annual cultivation, it appeared. I guess “appeared” would be an understatement. It actually stopped Carl’s 656 dead in its tracks, a jolt so violent Carl’s hat went flying as the front-end lifted off the ground. The little IH, muscling it’s way through the Minnihaha loam, simply reached its limits. It stalled out upon impact.
Shaken but not stirred, Carl hopped off the tractor with grin intact to investigate. Once he located his sweat-stained hat, he looked to see a salmon-colored slice of granite poking out of the furrow. The beast of a rock had crumpled up the six-bottom into a tin foil, origami heap. The first arm of the plow had been twisted, the third had an unsightly tear, and the forth was missing — ripped entirely off. First using his boots, then his hands, Carl dug down to uncover more of the pink giant.
Most rocks plucked from the once virgin prairie farmland of Red River Valley were softball sized or smaller. Not this one. After mucking around in the dirt, Carl knew he needed help removing his new-found “Pink Lady.” Three John Deeres, one F350, and four broken chains later the beast was resting atop the earth. Like a haystack propped atop a feather pillow, the horizon sagged under the rock’s weight. Clumps of black, cake-like dirt clung to the massive beauty. Like admiring a Paleolithic shrine, the farmers stood beneath the gleaming granite marveling in silence.
Towed to an empty feedlot behind the farrowing house, the ”Pink Lady” was hosed off before being heaved to the front yard where it dwarfed Carl’s house (it’s custom in these parts to adorn one’s lawn with such rare treasures). Carl would sneak out of the house after All in the Family to admire his prize chunk of stone. Sporting his boxers and Tony Lamas, he’d light a cigarette and gawk as the moon peeked out from behind the clouds to cast the big rock’s shadow over him.
Once the “Pink Lady” had been excavated, Carl waisted no time getting back to plowing. He decided to leave the bus-sized crater formed by the big rock’s removal. From his tractor seat, Carl imagined his “Pink Lady” nestled under the soil as he tilled around the hole.
By the time Carl was ready to plant, the cavity had filled with water. He thought nothing of it. By the time Carl was ready to cultivate his corn, the water level had risen and the newly-formed pond reached across half of his field. By County Fair time Carl’s entire field was covered in water. By hunting season his out-buildings and home had been entirely flooded over.
Standing on the shore, Carl looked out over his new lake and beamed ear to ear. His “Pink Lady” stood tall—a sparkling granite island in the middle of “Big Rock Lake.”